Feeling encouraged after seeing that my last post had five views I think this is the start of my promising career as some sort of author. You see the thing is that I am a very multi talented guy; I can do acrylic painting, like I said I have a high EQ, I am a reasonably competent fitness dancer, and I have a way with words.
Having so many strings on my lyre, one of my biggest challenges is channeling my talent onto something, like. I can’t spend 10_000 hours on all of the things I’ve got an aptitude for, because I am limited to a 100 year life span.
But now I shall do something with my writing skills, problem with writing about my life is that I don’t think I do enough stuff worth writing about. My life is very unexciting and I mean that in the best possible way, cause I like it that way, and I don’t have such a great imagination really, if it’s great then it’s not coherent enough for a novel.
And some of those views were from myself, I really like reading the stuff I write.
Hello!! Wonder what I’m gonna write about today? Wilson it’s about to resign on House and dr. House don’t know how to handle this because he is not in touch with his emotions which is remarkable for such an assertive man.
I suppose he got a very low EQ.
EQ is the emotional intelligence which I read on the cover of a magazine 1997 that it’s more important than your IQ (only having read the cover I don’t know exactly why that is but I’ve held it as true because I have a very high EQ (I *think*, again, I read only the cover)) so its conveniently aligned with my world view.
On the other hand, if dr. House had high EQ and low IQ, then he wouldn’t diagnose all these patients and people would die, and that’s what the show is about, sort of. (It’s also about YOLO)
But anyhow the moral of this episode (s05e01) is that you need at least a smidgeon of empathy to function in a group setting or else the whole thing shatters. And by thing I mean not only the group but Houses very foundation. We do all need to be loved.
If it were up to me, I probably would fire dr. House for being an asshole because I think they are enabling his bad behaviour by putting up with his bad attitude.
But that wouldn’t have made for a very long TV show, it’d be a show about a group of reasonably competent doctors who care about each other.
So I did sing karaoke for the first time in my life a few months back, it was in the summer at a party like, and probably it was the first time ever I sang out loud like that, and it was a dissapointment, cause I reckon it didnt sound as well when I do it with my mouth instead of in my head. In fact, I think it sounded awful (I am pretty sure). In my head I can do these things and the people they just love my voice, because inside of my head, in my imagination, I am a very good singer with a deep voice which does not at all resemble the voice I use when I speak, dont quite like how it sounds when I speak I dont like my voice, except like I said, in my head. In my head I can play all instruments especially the keytar but any other instrument really, and it sounds great.
Dont think I will try any instrument though because I dont know if I am well grounded enough to discover that I cant play. It is readonsble to believe it will be as bad as my singing voice, the non imaginay one, thst is.
Maybe I shouldnt let such trivial matters get in the way. Maybe you dont have to be good at something to do it. Maybe being bad is unavlidable when doing something you never done before, sure, but I reckon with 10_000 hours I would still have a very nasal (nonimaginary) voice, but anyway…
I cant write more on this now I have an imaginary gig in my head and the audience is getting redtless.
More layoffs in the IT sector now but I shall try to ride out the storm as I have many a time now. I am a bulwark, I will keep my head cool as I always do, and I look into the future where I see a bright light of shining dark blue moon and the tide will turn again, if only I can manage till then, all will be fine.
Just do one line of Kotlin at a time, the days shall pass and into the future and the opportunities will open up again and I shall remember who laid people off and who kept them and that’s all I have to say about that stuff.
House
I felt compelled to write about this new show I started watching a few weeks back; House.
Have you seen that one? I didn’t watch it back when it was new, because the television at that time was full of people acting like assholes and that was sort the hip thing, like Hell’s Kitchen or the talent shows when the jury would roast a 13 year old probably autistic kid with dreams about being a great artist and who was most likely bullied at school even before being displayed like some delusional freak for people to laugh at.
That sort of thing I found disgusting. disgusting probably isn’t strong enough a word but anyway.
Anyway, so I really enjoy this show, House, have you seen that one? there’s always a very dying patient who either dies or is cured when House gives the medicine and there are trade-offs and moral dilemmas, and should the patient do the abortion and some of the very clever dialogue I feel is seeping into my brain and making me smarter. In fact it does seem to work as I frequently nail the diagnosis even before House and I don’t even have no proper education.
It’s worth mentioning too that there’s some detective work going into this show also, where they gather clues by breaking into the patients homes and infer things from what appears to be pointless dialogue. Very clever.
Best I like the dr. Wilson. He is very handsome and such a nice guy that he is a voluntary friend of dr. House.