Wide open heart
Today when we arrived we did see a drug fiend!! picking up garbage, dropping things, picking them up again, disappear out of view, only to return moments later unsteadily on a bike laden with treasure and then finally wobble out of view more permanently but maybe not forever.
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The sky is dark blue, not black. Not a single star can be seen on there. It isn’t cold, but it isn’t warm either.
I was elated today, because everything I feel, I feel it strongly. Many songs I have been listening to lately have felt to me as the
Best songs with the best lyrics ever written, leaving me deeply moved even though I have heard them hundreds or thousands of times before.
There is an incredible beauty to this world, the glittering of snow and the glittering of stars, and the glittering of glitter all are precious in their own right and what a pleasure to live in a world so beautiful!
but it takes so little to punctuate this balloon of happiness I sometimes seem to soar only to crash and then what? I try so hard to blow these balloons up, and I have so many, but I am getting old and my lungs aren’t what they once were.
It’s because I have such a wide open heart !! It is the double edged sword (the yin yang) for I love to feel things because that is to live.
But to go into this dangerous world unarmed is foolish because there are drug fiends, dangerous psychopaths lurking in street corners, and peddlers of lies! Or people who cannot admit that they are at fault, and worst of all traitors!
Speaking of balloons about to burst, my friend he thinks that the AI bubble is about to burst soon, and that’s because of unhinged investors and risk capitalists.
Beware!!