Weekend 👌
This was a mighty fine weekend. There’ve been some great findings on the flea market I forgot to write about earlier amidst the excitement of me finding the coffee filters.
I found a 2:1 sound system with a powerful subwoofer for the PC for a mere €10. That’s a bargain if I ever seen one.
So yeah that’s just one example of how lucky I am.
I am a very complex figure, however; for even though I am very lucky (apparently) and stable like a fortress, and generally very content with everything, there is a compartment of my brain with a special room.
That room is often inhabited by some or other festering anxiety; if it’s not some fatal or nonfatal disease I worry about, it’s some other things I shall not name here for fear of summoning them back up there again.
I don’t really know how to deal with this; fixing and handling the individual worries just vacants the room and lets the next one in.
Maybe I love life too much, and cling to it too hard, suffocating somehow something something, not sure.