The happy place

hey 👋 I drank ALOT of coffee earlier today cause I was enjoying myself, and I LOVE coffee and now it’s Sunday late and I can’t sleep.

That’s what you get for living in the moment; Filling up all sensations with the now and whatnot. Guess I’ll be having a tough Monday morning.

I have mixed feelings about waking up. The sensation is terrible there is snot in the nose, the stomach feels slightly nauseous, the sounds are all noises, but the same time waking up means I live to face another day and I love life, it just takes me an hour or two to realise. Nas raps that sleep is the cousin of death and there is truth to that cause waking up feels like you a zombie.

Anyhow, I still don’t think it was stupid, the coffee and therefore insomnia that follows because I was enjoying myself and I LOVE coffee and I do this quite often.

Maybe I don’t think it’s stupid because I am stupid and therefore stupid things are normal to me and I do not perceive them as being stupid.

I could be a relatively smart stupid person. I still wouldn’t trade my life for anyone else’s.