There’s few things to report. let’s see?
We were watching that program you know? The one where they make clothes for fashion? It’s the one where Heidi Klum says “one day you’re in, one day you’re out”. Ahh Project Runway.
It was My best friend he came for a visit and on the TV was Project Runway running in the background while we were playing hearthstone battleground duos. Anyway it was a strangely captivating and interesting show; I couldn’t differentiate between the bad and the good stuff, for example they were making pregnancy clothes, like, for pregnant ladies, and one of them he made this white garment where the stomach is like an egg with type of a nest around it, like. And I thought that was a great idea, really clever, (because a pregnant stomach resembles an egg and has a baby in there, just like an egg sometimes has a chicken). Even he added feathers to the shoulders to drive the point home and for some extra touch. Apparently that was unwearable. The other clothes looked also unwearable but apparently they were good even though they didn’t seem to have put as much thought into them.
It’s just things that I don’t understand and therefore they do amuse me somewhat, in a non condescending way I just observe that they seem to come from another planet or their brains are wired differently plain and simple.
also we were driving in his monster truck to the camping site so I could catch Pokemon and there for some reason I was struck by a rare feeling of self consciousness, like. Standing there in the rain looking for a shiny this dragon fellow, and I felt a brief spike of unease about the whole situation.
I might be having a mild depression right now, I think. Because I don’t want to wake up and I am not so much looking forward to anything and I just don’t feel like smiling so much or smiling like this sad clown archetype or something.
Anyhow having my friend over for a visit helped a lot.
Similarly running today, listening to Ava Max in the sun, running around until all the energy was spent and and then back home that also helped
And my family they do help too