The happy place

Today’s been and an ordinary day in all aspects except work which has been far below average in every measurable way. It’s fair to say that I have lost interest in that one and so now I just use my strong psyche to make it through the working day.

It’s like I’m between chapters in my life; like I am about to start a new chapter and this one is ending in much the same way as many Stephen King books does: like dwindling in some anticlimactic way like the ending wasn’t thought of beforehand and the strings tied in some very ugly knot or something.

Maybe semi good like the green mile. I liked that book a lot. The ending wasn’t the best part.

Don’t know how my ending look as it’s not happened yet.

My new job ain’t started yet.

We shall see.

I wasn’t prepared for all these emotions that I have had with regards to my work and the fiasco with the lay offs. Think it’s cause I really used to care about that place. Like I could picture myself working there past retirement age.

Anyhow sayonara.