Karaoke
So I did sing karaoke for the first time in my life a few months back, it was in the summer at a party like, and probably it was the first time ever I sang out loud like that, and it was a dissapointment, cause I reckon it didnt sound as well when I do it with my mouth instead of in my head. In fact, I think it sounded awful (I am pretty sure). In my head I can do these things and the people they just love my voice, because inside of my head, in my imagination, I am a very good singer with a deep voice which does not at all resemble the voice I use when I speak, dont quite like how it sounds when I speak I dont like my voice, except like I said, in my head. In my head I can play all instruments especially the keytar but any other instrument really, and it sounds great.
Dont think I will try any instrument though because I dont know if I am well grounded enough to discover that I cant play. It is readonsble to believe it will be as bad as my singing voice, the non imaginay one, thst is.
Maybe I shouldnt let such trivial matters get in the way. Maybe you dont have to be good at something to do it. Maybe being bad is unavlidable when doing something you never done before, sure, but I reckon with 10_000 hours I would still have a very nasal (nonimaginary) voice, but anyway…
I cant write more on this now I have an imaginary gig in my head and the audience is getting redtless.