The happy place

hello there is nothing in my head, no feelings just nothing up there. this week feels like there will be a bunch of nothings between all the meals and terrors of waking up.

Waking up feels awful, but at the same time it’s great just because of the alternative.

There’s a line of text from this song, “You have survived” by Firewind which is really stuck in my head (the whole text is really great but this one line is the one I’m referring to):

All is well, at the end of the day If you're still alive

indeed it is so.