The happy place

there’s a tiredness in me which stems from more than just lack of sleep

Sometimes, as you are driving, a loud bang or a scraping noise comes from somewhere in the car, maybe from underneath? Like say you ran over a pothole or maybe not even that …

But no warning lights flash, so it’s probably nothing, right?

It’s that exact feeling from somewhere inside my body, an ancient feeling maybe

And so therefore following the taco buffet where I sat inside sweating I now feel several hundred years old

But yet I keep going.

What is the option?