I am back in the ferris wheel again

August 18, 2026

Another more of the same, just like last time,

Except now I am older

So a spiral, then

One of the greatest song texts I ever seen or heard sung I think is ”Oh my Lord” by Nick cave

The ladders of life that we scale merrily Move mysteriously around So that when you think you’re climbing up, man In fact you’re climbing down

And I’m thinking about what a friend said that sometimes it’s very rewarding to do the wrong thing

Yes yes sticking the head in the sand

It’s a very bad thing to do, you know?

Turning a blind eye and then Evil is sneaking round the corner, of course.

I think bravery is the most importance trait, together with kindness of course

And I am thinking (using my own brain) that it’s sometimes hard even knowing what is the right thing to do, I never used to have any doubts about that before.

First knowing what is the right thing to do, and then doing the closest approximation of that in this life

It’s not a ferret wheel, not a ferris wheel either: It has a beginning and an end like a spiral

Or a serpentine