The happy place

I’m feeling OK it doesn’t feel that horrible it is not a horrible night to have a curse at all, but rather the darkness feels mild and the snow feels soft

And there are streetlights shining with warm glow , in place of the real stars which I know are up there although I cannot see them

And I see the sliver of a warm moon blazing up there

And I can’t believe its light is merely borrowed. Surely there’s more to it than that, when I can feel it charging my Lunar batteries this way.

I am closer to the spirit realm you see. I know some stuff…

And my back isn’t so crooked today.

And my feet are planted firmly on the ground like a V; like a cowboy. That’s how my skeleton looks (as in what it looks like. English isn’t my mother tongue (although some would be surprised by this)) , says my chiropractor.

And even though the kneecap is wobbly, my legs are strong. I feel them growing stronger from the cross training

And there are so many people shining their sunlight on me that when the tears come, it’s just the ice around my heart melting.