The happy place

Outside in places the sidewalks are dry and the gravel on there redundant, but it’s mostly wet, because the snow and ice are melting and the meltwater on the salted roads run like tears, and the trees all seem dead for now but everybody knows it’s just a matter of time til there will be green buds all over them!

And of course one day I will wake up to half a meter of dirty snow and sleet and there will be ice, just when you think about planting tomatoes, but even so, it will still be under the spring sun and sky and that’s really comforting

And I have many friends and family and they come too like spring suns and they make my life worth living

And there will grow dandelions in the cracks of the asphalt and there will be once again butterflies outside

And I feel th