Ambivalence
Aaah I am alive!!
To breathe the fresh air and well I can’t smell anything really, but I know there are smells of various kinds in my area, to know that and to not have that much pain anywhere is a stroke of luck if you want my opinion.
Making lasagna today. Making some fantastic work at work today. Having a fresh cup of coffee and some snus today like right now. This life; Today I’m up for the challenge!
Have you seen the news? read about the wars? The killing of the innocent? The recession? That unemployment is soaring and that people are getting poorer and that that democracy index thing is back like fourty years in time? And the rich line their pockets, profiteering of people’s misery; Don’t read that shit what can you do about all of that? I mean sure you could do something or everything or nothing, but what?
Put shortly; ambivalence is what I’m feeling about today.