The happy place

There’s an ebb and a flow of things, I would say that life is a rollercoaster but I don’t think it is, like in a rollercoaster you just hang on for dear life waiting for it all to be over, but in reality you also have to join teams calls, fold laundry and pay the bills.

That’s a sad but strong start if I may say so.

Sad but strong but now it’s weekend!

I would feel that all the possibilities were open to me right now, the weekend has just begun, if I weren’t so damn tired. Like a mummy if they even feel the same way, lying for thousands of years in a sarcophagus until some grave robber breaks it open to just to take the golden coins? Or an archeologist which is possibly even worse because suddenly you are paraded around the museums in a plexi glass container on display for all the world to see! It feels exactly like that!

Do you understand that feeling?

I’m recovering from a cold which would kill some people, but for me it’s just some coughs, I’ll be back to normal in no time.

(I’ll never be normal.)

But anyway I enjoy the weather, and I’m feeling good. I will try to be like the sun.

It’s my idol: the sun! Melting ice and sending warm tendrils of light to the whole earth and even some other planets.

Even the moon!