The happy place

I was blasting Ava Max in the speakers of the BMW as I was going to buy some groceries. There’s a sudden mood change in me today;, I have been feeling great and have been singing The Motto by well by Ava Max. “It’s the Motto hmhmhmhm […] won the lotto” something like that I don’t really hear what she singing but I do LOVE the lyrics for Sweet but psycho: (it goes something like this): yes she’s sweeet but a psycho a little bit psyycho; at night she’s screaming l’m mamama out my mind.

That’s pretty psycho. Also there are other bits of lyrics I love it’s the “did you ever feel like a misfit something something dark and twisted.

Yes all of this feels to me very relatable. Furthermore the take away for me is that under a sweet surface there can be something dark and twisted.

Don’t judge someone cause you haven’t walked in their YSL:s (like J LO).

I’ll return the BMW on Monday cause the lease is up I am entering a new chapter of my life and I will do it listening to Ava Max.

I’ll go jogging now I think. I think there’s gonna be swans flying in the sky again I have a feeling that it might be so.

I’ll listen to: The Motto